But why would being able to draw comparison with the guy even be helpful? You won't suddenly turn into him. At the end of the day, you went to a relatively good

But why would being able to draw comparison with the guy even be helpful? You won't suddenly turn into him. At the end of the day, you went to a relatively good school, work at a good company, what you can or cannot achieve going forward will be solely dictated by your merit. If your problem is that you feel that your abilities are not aligned with your goals in life, then you can either revise your goals or set yourself up for a lifetime of misery.