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> The more my mind tried to fight it, the more explicit and painstaking the demonstrations became, until I was forced to submit to a shocking realization Exact
by gavinray 6y ago
> The more my mind tried to fight it, the more explicit and painstaking the demonstrations became, until I was forced to submit to a shocking realization
Exact same experience as well. It was like a Gordian Knot -- the worse I struggled, the tighter it squeezed. It's kind of eerie how similar all the variants of this experience I've read online are.
> Would love to hear more about your story, if you feel like sharing.
Sure. I think it's useful to share things like this so other people don't think they've gone insane/are the only one.
Had a long discussion and went into detail on it before here:
Initial comment:
https://news.ycombinator.com/item?id=22991744 https://news.ycombinator.com/item?id=22991744
Background story:
https://news.ycombinator.com/item?id=22993060 https://news.ycombinator.com/item?id=22993060
- ta1234567890 6y ago> Sure. I think it's useful to share things like this so other people don't think they've gone insane/are the only one. The weird/crazy/interesting and scary thing about it, is that many of these things can happen to people without taking any psychedelics. Some people do think they've gone crazy. Related research about persistent non-symbolic experience: https://digitalcommons.ciis.edu/cgi/viewcontent.cgi?article=1031&context=conscjournal https://digitalcommons.ciis.edu/cgi/viewcontent.cgi?article=...