I can feel your passion about this topic, so I guess music (and playing) is an integral part of your life. That is really admirable and I could imagine having t

I can feel your passion about this topic, so I guess music (and playing) is an integral part of your life. That is really admirable and I could imagine having the same passion about it if I'd focused on it from my childhood up. I did chose a different path and now approaching 40 want to "do music" coming from the technical side. You could describe me as the youtube learner. I like to watch some music theory videos from time to time, but what I like even more is doing something and learning what works and what does not by making mistakes. I am not afraid to make mistakes and am even happier if I discovered something on my own that probably any music student would have learned in the first class. So I'll tip my hat to you for having such a deep passion for music, but I will still move along my own path