Talk to a local organisation that might be able to help with accommodation and give real advice and maybe support. What you are talking about is beyond the cap

Talk to a local organisation that might be able to help with accommodation and give real advice and maybe support. What you are talking about is beyond the capabilities of most people. But giving people second chances like you have done is also more than most people can do, it is really hard. But don't be afraid to bail this time, you might not yet be up to it in life. I wonder if the screaming is computer games... We used to play at work until the Co-Tennants complained.