I haven't even written a single line of 'code' at work in maybe six months now, everything is done in xml configuration files, a bit of sql here and there. Last

I haven't even written a single line of 'code' at work in maybe six months now, everything is done in xml configuration files, a bit of sql here and there. Last job before this was more or less the same. Since I was a kid all I wanted to do was be a programmer, I don't really even feel like an engineer or a programmer anymore I just feel like I 'use' a computer all day it's weird. It's like a totally different part of the brain. I think I actually hate computers but I've no idea how to do anything else.