however I would like to be a founder of my own company Perhaps not what you want to hear, but at this point you are probably going to have to put your wants as

however I would like to be a founder of my own company Perhaps not what you want to hear, but at this point you are probably going to have to put your wants aside for a while and focus on getting rid of the debt. I think the first step is finding a steady and sufficient paycheck that will let you live modestly while paying down the loan (and not just the minimum payments). It sounds like you are still young and although it may not seem like it at the moment, if you make some smart choices now you can be free of this obligation with plenty of time left to enjoy your life.