Everybody messes up at a certain point of time. I did, maybe you did too or eventually you'll. But question is , how to leave it there and start over. Its diff

Everybody messes up at a certain point of time. I did, maybe you did too or eventually you'll. But question is , how to leave it there and start over. Its difficult to learn anything after a large gap. As you are not a beginner yourself now. Your Baggage adds up to your fatigue.