That's an awfully general question. I would expect any high school or 1st year college course or textbook to do a reasonably good job of providing you with the

That's an awfully general question. I would expect any high school or 1st year college course or textbook to do a reasonably good job of providing you with the basic intuition behind derivatives and integrals. It would help if you could be more specific about exactly what it is you are trying to understand.