Start with the marriage. If no part of your life seems like more than a trudge towards the eventual grave, then this marriage can hardly be much of a joy. Get r

Start with the marriage. If no part of your life seems like more than a trudge towards the eventual grave, then this marriage can hardly be much of a joy. Get rid of it. Even if you fear the consequences, they will at least spice up your daily life enough to remove much of that seemingly sure boredom for a time. You will introduce something interesting: future options that no longer feel so predictable..