It seems really irresponsible of me (and of other people) to go out just because I'm feeling bad and seeing friends will make feel less bad. Before the pandemi

It seems really irresponsible of me (and of other people) to go out just because I'm feeling bad and seeing friends will make feel less bad. Before the pandemic, you and everyone else were constantly doing "unnecessary" things that put other people at risk. Every time you see other people you could be spreading any number of diseases that kill hundreds of thousands of people every year. Every time you take a car trip you're increasing the risk of a fatal accident to other drivers and pedestrians. COVID makes some activities more risky, and will shift some of them from "acceptable" to "unacceptable". But it doesn't mean that you're a bad person if you put more than zero weight on your mental health.