Yes but the idea terrifies me nonetheless. It terrifies me now to think about it. If I could, but I know that's not feasible, I'd ask my loved ones to terminat

Yes but the idea terrifies me nonetheless. It terrifies me now to think about it. If I could, but I know that's not feasible, I'd ask my loved ones to terminate me as soon as I don't know who I am and start pooping my pants, playing with feces and attacking my grandchildren. Seeing a loved one go through Alzheimer is agonizing and degrading the memory of the patient. You'll forever remember them as what they ended up being in their last stage of life.