That really resonates. I'm where you were ~10 years ago. But another perspective is that, i try to become successful or develop hobbies to make other people pro

That really resonates. I'm where you were ~10 years ago. But another perspective is that, i try to become successful or develop hobbies to make other people proud of me. I get up in the morning to surprise people or see them respect me. Similar goal to what you've described, but with a slightly different emotion. Yes art and sport and computers make me happy but I can also share them with other people and make them happy.