I think the reaction to cosmological origins rather depends on how much you are trying to (implicitly) stay within your existing beliefs. If you approach with

I think the reaction to cosmological origins rather depends on how much you are trying to (implicitly) stay within your existing beliefs. If you approach with a healthy nihilistic attitude, it's just cool stuff but doesn't matter(because nothing matters and as a nilhilist that's OK). But if you're chained to upholding or championing something, the existence question may become an enemy, one that is so hard to dismiss that it drains you.