Yes, I picture it like having to wear shoes with little stones in them. Wishing you good luck in finding a better situation! A way to stay optimistic may be, t

Yes, I picture it like having to wear shoes with little stones in them. Wishing you good luck in finding a better situation! A way to stay optimistic may be, to see it like Kung Fu training, where they wear heavy weights around the feet for building strength and endurance. When the weights are taken off, they can jump high and run fast - as I imagine you would be when you finally transition to a workplace that provides an actual work machine.