> I guess it's kind of a grass is greener situation as I have recently been missing living in the city with all the services offered there but when I was there

> I guess it's kind of a grass is greener situation as I have recently been missing living in the city with all the services offered there but when I was there I wanted to live in the country. Emotions matter. You're feeling that way for a reason, and should probably dig a bit into that. Maybe it might help to sit down and list out what it is you miss, and why? That'd give you a good starting point to see if you can't fix some of those things. You can also book an AirBnB in a city and go spend some time there, which might help you gain a better sense of perspective.