I've noticed that in the last 10 years or so I've started treating "my own Sh*t" as "another job". So my holidays are now, just another form of work. I literal

I've noticed that in the last 10 years or so I've started treating "my own Sh*t" as "another job". So my holidays are now, just another form of work. I literally cant remember the last time I've had a "holiday" where I just unwound and was decadently lazy for the whole time. I work, I go home and work. I book time off under the guise of holidays but really I work on other work. I kid and say "this is the way" but really I suspect it might not be healthy.