> Next time, refocus your anger to something productive and not destructive. I did do something productive, I have created a mathematics software which has imp

> Next time, refocus your anger to something productive and not destructive. I did do something productive, I have created a mathematics software which has impacted hundreds of scientists. This work is enabling and will continue to enable many people to perform collaborative research not previously possible. > But you were too focused on something that's not mathematics to think straight. That is incorrect, I actually was so extremely focused on mathematics to the point that it intimidated most people. It's more of the opposite, I was so focused on mathematics that I did not think straight about non-mathematical things. > move on with your life the act of sending the email which caused the suspension was me moving on with my life... so I'm way ahead of you, it was an act of moving on from the get go the reason why I posted this is to share a story and provide insight into my life