You aren't the only one. My reasons are quite similar, albeit from a different angle: I'm more concerned about my ability to understand the depth and breadth o

You aren't the only one. My reasons are quite similar, albeit from a different angle: I'm more concerned about my ability to understand the depth and breadth of these dependencies to make reliable software. It's a silly thing to be anxious about since I'm fairly certain that I am better than the average developer because of it, yet it also presents roadblocks on virtually any project I work on.