Well assuming you're telling the truth here, I would ask: why do you want to stop? If your answer is a strong one, hold onto it. Hold onto that purpose through

Well assuming you're telling the truth here, I would ask: why do you want to stop? If your answer is a strong one, hold onto it. Hold onto that purpose through the wave of reckoning that will come by exposing all your lies. If you don't have a strong reason, then you may have to go through greater pains before you finally humble out. Psalm 51:17