I did read this when it was first posted, I've been working on/off since then ha(wrecked sleep pattern). Was trying not to flood/chain responses. There are man

I did read this when it was first posted, I've been working on/off since then ha(wrecked sleep pattern). Was trying not to flood/chain responses. There are many examples of people overcoming crazy challenges, makes for a nice story but also having a regular/"painless" life is also nice. I did not enjoy riding the Walmart bike that far/many hours. It was nice though the nature aspect. I still think I am being lazy, not trying hard enough, about being an entrepreneur like did I really try... not drop shipping but building some service. I keep thinking is what I do worth it if it doesn't make money since that's my primary concern right now is getting out. (not be worried if I lose my job) I gotta stop responding haha, wish I could condense my previous posts. edit: clarification, the car was a bad buy(not a car guy) it was just under $2K so I had a buffer but it was partially broken... so I had to drop money on it.