This is offtopic, and just my own relationship with money and my own religious education, in no way judging you or others, but do you ever get any guilt by thin

This is offtopic, and just my own relationship with money and my own religious education, in no way judging you or others, but do you ever get any guilt by thinking "well, I contributed to this child's charity, but I really have enough cash to just pay his whole procedure off -- which of course will leave me cashless and I'd have to work again"?