It is not clear but you say you only work one day a week and get away with it, but also blame the tools for the inability to get work done? The process is supp

It is not clear but you say you only work one day a week and get away with it, but also blame the tools for the inability to get work done? The process is supposed to be there to protect things from breaking and for allowing so many people to iterate on the same codebases. If it's just that costly and everyone knows it what is the issue? You're saying that somehow the cost of you or other teammates is disgusting, which is very funny! Tech companies have some of the highest profit per-employee than any other company. Why are you feeling shame towards this? As long as you are putting in the expected time and effort I really wonder why you would feel shame. If you think the tools can be improved maybe you can work to improve that for everyone?