I was in exactly the same situation as you. You sound depressed. Get medication, consider therapy. Once you feel better in yourself, search for a purpose beyond

I was in exactly the same situation as you. You sound depressed. Get medication, consider therapy. Once you feel better in yourself, search for a purpose beyond school. Try different things to feel better and find what you really want to do. Looking back, I realised I thought I was only good to be a student. Really, what I wanted was a real purpose and real problems to solve. Your situation may well be completely different, of course. Nil desperandum!