I've had a similar experience. I think one of the biggest problems with the current approach to mental illness is that practitioners (irrespective of modality)

I've had a similar experience. I think one of the biggest problems with the current approach to mental illness is that practitioners (irrespective of modality) act like unsuccessful treatments are harmless. They're not; they can very credibly reinforce a patient's belief that treatment can't help them. It's easy to say "you just haven't found the right treatment yet, keep trying", but that argument rings pretty hollow after the fifth failure or so.