I dropped from grad school with a Master's degree in applied math, and vowed to keep studying for the rest of my life. It's really hard to study "real maths" o

I dropped from grad school with a Master's degree in applied math, and vowed to keep studying for the rest of my life. It's really hard to study "real maths" on your own. It's harder to understand materials without the aid of someone who has already deep-dove and built some intuitions, metaphors and visual schemas. More critically, it's very hard to know if you're doing proofs correctly without feedback.