And even as the facts indicate that it is true, you will continue not to believe them. As you said, you dislike the narrative - whether it is true or not never

And even as the facts indicate that it is true, you will continue not to believe them. As you said, you dislike the narrative - whether it is true or not never really mattered to you, you just didn't like the implications. You are doing a remarkably effective job at demonstrating this phenomenon.