Dreadful. I am in a country far from anything I know. I had been applying to jobs everywhere in the EU, only to be refused every time. That was before the plagu

Dreadful. I am in a country far from anything I know. I had been applying to jobs everywhere in the EU, only to be refused every time. That was before the plague hit, and the UK officially withdrew from the EU. My local job teaching English died with the pandemic (I'm sure it will come back up when the pandemic stops, but for now I have no income). I had been making games for mobile since no one else wants to hire me as a programmer, but between making roughly $1.00 on that venture, and the stresses of life, I haven't been able to keep focused on that. Some times I feel that the world feels I am useless, and the problem with feeling like that is that I struggle to keep it from being a self fulfilling prophecy.