Could you tell use what exactly you hate about CA and where you are? I have made a couple of big moves, including to another country and each time there were "

Could you tell use what exactly you hate about CA and where you are? I have made a couple of big moves, including to another country and each time there were "I'm so homesick, maybe I should just pack up and go home." times, just like yours. And reality often panned out very differently to the dreams but for the better in the long run.