> I ABHOR structure in my life, but I also very much need it. This hits the nail on the head. Someone on Reddit suggested like... basically doing as much cle

> I ABHOR structure in my life, but I also very much need it. This hits the nail on the head. Someone on Reddit suggested like... basically doing as much cleaning as you can in five minutes. The lack of need to be perfect at it really helps hide the work, and I've been doing it every six or so hours awake. This isn't my first bout of depression and the slog to get out is real. The biggest difference this time around is I don't feel hopeless. I'm tired, I'm cramped in but I'm confident this will end.