"am not smart enough to work for a FAANG-type company" Have you tried to apply for a job? Don't underestimate yourself. I had the same thoughts about myself,

"am not smart enough to work for a FAANG-type company" Have you tried to apply for a job? Don't underestimate yourself. I had the same thoughts about myself, then I tried an interview just for fun. Now I'm working for a FAANG company, moved to Canada, and having the best year of my life.