On some levels is has been good, my work is incredibly caring and supportive and I've found great connections with my boss and the team. But in a personal leve

On some levels is has been good, my work is incredibly caring and supportive and I've found great connections with my boss and the team. But in a personal level is has been terrible - my wife had covid for 2 weeks - which was rough but not life threatening. Then she got post viral syndrome and has been laid up for the last 90 days - even just going up the stairs wipes her out for a couple of hours. She is a fit and healthy 40yo who normally does yoga each day and exercises far more than I do. So having to watch her go through this has been terrible, at least we've had our kids to keep me going and busy, but it has been damn busy. As I said very lucky to have a flexible and welcoming employer who has given me all the space I need - but I'm still feeling in a personal level like I'm failing. To top it off my son (who had no covid symptoms) has had an on and off bladder infection for weeks which they are now wondering is linked to covid and some possible kidney damage. The guilt as I was the last of us to leave the house before we locked down is huge. Just so sad for my wife right now and no clear end in sight - some people on her long term covid group get better, other regress. It is similar to ME - so terrified it may be with her for life.