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I thought I would love working at home but it turns out the office was my primary source for social interactions and now is not a great time to go out and make
by jaeming 6y ago
I thought I would love working at home but it turns out the office was my primary source for social interactions and now is not a great time to go out and make new friends for obvious reasons.
Before this, going to work was something I was always looked forward to and I really liked my job.
Now I just kind of roll out of bed, slump over to the computer desk in the corner of my bedroom and sit there all day, wondering why I feel so "meh". I realized I'm missing the in-office collaboration more than I thought but I also started looking at the work with a predominantly more negative outlook, thinking thoughts like, "Isn't this all kind of pointless anyway? We just churn code and go around in circles endlessly." I've also started drinking almost nightly to the point of excess. Also, the world is going to hell in a hand-basket and apparently most of my family and friends from my home-town turned out to be a lot more racists than I ever knew.
On the positive side:
- I still have a good paying job that has allowed me to work remote through out all of this and even gives me an extra $200 per month allowance for WFH costs.
- I bought a treadmill and finally started to excercise.
- When I feel a lack of motivation I often turn on some course or tutorial and I actually started learning a lot of new stuff as a result.
- I started saving a lot more money since I don't eat out and cancelled all my vacation plans.