Managed to push more videos on my tech youtube channel that are better quality. Wrote 3 movies scripts hoping I can get 3k funding in some way to at least shoot

Managed to push more videos on my tech youtube channel that are better quality. Wrote 3 movies scripts hoping I can get 3k funding in some way to at least shoot one. Lost all contracts of freelance jobs I used to do. stressed, anxious and depressed and in financial ruin am 20days late in house rent with only 5 bucks and am completely out. Weirdly enough I still smile and laugh at memes and hopeful something will come through even though I dont know what it will be. Mixed feelings and reinventing. End of rant.