I can't help but detect some cynicism in your response. Who it was with mattered. Being desired mattered. Buying it would have felt empty for me. > The worth

I can't help but detect some cynicism in your response. Who it was with mattered. Being desired mattered. Buying it would have felt empty for me. > The worth given by woman when having sex is however only illusion. This isn't the first time I've encountered this idea. I'm sure everyone is exposed to the idea from a very young age. As a teenager, I would've accepted it rationally but rejected it emotionally. Being told something like that would be as effective as telling a hormonal teenager to stop being so emotional.