This sounds like juvenile fascination and cult-like adherence to me. I’m glad these substances gave you access to insight but that’s not always the case, and so

This sounds like juvenile fascination and cult-like adherence to me. I’m glad these substances gave you access to insight but that’s not always the case, and some people are more than capable of having free, complete, and rich life experiences without the use of psychedelics. Non drug users are not close minded robots.