And you think that strangers who don't know you can? I'd trust my wife's advice more than some anon's. Ask your friends. Family. I'd ask the dog first before a

And you think that strangers who don't know you can? I'd trust my wife's advice more than some anon's. Ask your friends. Family. I'd ask the dog first before asking online. We don't know you. They do. They're more likely to understand you and what could help you. Asking here is no better than asking google "what is the meaning of life?".