Luckily, there are a lot of different anti-depressants out there that work better for some folks than others. Unfortunately, we aren't yet knowledgeable enough

Luckily, there are a lot of different anti-depressants out there that work better for some folks than others. Unfortunately, we aren't yet knowledgeable enough to know who will get a bad reaction before it happens. I'm horribly sorry you've had such an extreme reaction. Hopefully, though, you've found some things that work for you.