ho, man I feel real lonely not finding any people who are like to screw around and code for pleasure. so many smart polished developers that would do something

ho, man I feel real lonely not finding any people who are like to screw around and code for pleasure. so many smart polished developers that would do something else if enviroment was different, but kills my heart. I would love to code forever, but I am not as tenacious as those are superprofessional I rather would like to enjoy and freeride the waves of code, And I find conversing within community dispiriting. Am I alone?