I thought i had conquered my anxiety with lifestyle changes and then this happened. For someone who depends on their community but lives alone, this is major. I

I thought i had conquered my anxiety with lifestyle changes and then this happened. For someone who depends on their community but lives alone, this is major. I’m sick of people shaking me off for feeling depressed despite their introversion or their social circle being their family. For those of us alone, and isolated, who are extroverted, this blows the big one. I feel crazy every day. I’m not even sure if i want to code anymore. I miss meetings. I find myself crying with no reason everyday. Like I’m a middle aged man and this is honestly the hardest non self induced hardship I’ve ever dealt with. Oh... damn