Yeah - I did that phase in the late 1990s - I've been enlightened nearly half my life due to a very early meditation practice and an absolutely ruthless guru.

Yeah - I did that phase in the late 1990s - I've been enlightened nearly half my life due to a very early meditation practice and an absolutely ruthless guru. A very slightly different version of me could sit on a cloud and spectate. This version of me got assigned the personal responsibility to do something about this mess, which I continue to work towards.