i've applied twice, single founder, with no success, and for the third year i still find myself without a team, by yc terms (deep-ish relation, built something

i've applied twice, single founder, with no success, and for the third year i still find myself without a team, by yc terms (deep-ish relation, built something together, etc). altough i have confidence in what i want to do, don't even feel like applying again. EDIT: came back to clarify that this wasn't meant to criticize yc, just that i don't feel like taking time from the yc, that can be applied screening awesomer and more solid projects. flame on!