I feel like maybe you're confusing what you want to do with what you think you should do. Or with what you want to want to do. It's pretty normal, most people

I feel like maybe you're confusing what you want to do with what you think you should do. Or with what you want to want to do. It's pretty normal, most people are pretty oblivious to what it is they really want. That's why we have corporate jobs, and cars, and empty relationships when really our favorite things in life are community and taking naps in the shade.