Thank you for your comment, yes it is hard. So what you are saying is God built failure into me intentionally. Therefore I could just point to that and say "We

Thank you for your comment, yes it is hard. So what you are saying is God built failure into me intentionally. Therefore I could just point to that and say "Well I failed because I was prebuilt knowing I was going to fail". I don't accept that. I say "I failed because of something I, personally did not or could not do yet. I will correct that. It's not divine, it's just work and it's on me."