You already went to university, so you get nothing for second-guessing how you might have spent the time. You should concern yourself with what to do going forw

You already went to university, so you get nothing for second-guessing how you might have spent the time. You should concern yourself with what to do going forward. You make it sound like you can still do the onlyfans thing. If so, nothing prevents you. You can do it as a side job/gig and stack up twice the cash. I'd guess that if you seriously consider it, you will find that you don't actually want that and you have probably gotten envious over something you don't actually even want. You see easy money, but you haven't factored in the opportunity cost and probable hit to self-respect. You might endanger your current career by getting found out, and your current career should probably last longer. Really, I think the whole thing should evaporate if you think about it all and understand it. As mentioned elsewhere, most people don't want to get to your cousin's position, they find themselves there for lack of options, lack of discipline, lack of understanding consequences, etc.