Sympathies, can relate. If you're not married, you might do what I did, which was to convince a poor single mom to take me in. Worked out surprisingly well fo

Sympathies, can relate. If you're not married, you might do what I did, which was to convince a poor single mom to take me in. Worked out surprisingly well for us. Beyond that, if that shotgun ever starts looking too good, drinking worked for me. Yeah, not great long-term, but definitely helped me "flatten the curve". Godspeed.