And it looks like you've just scratched the surface, you're not finished encountering walls yet. Hang in there, there's a relative important chance that the fo

And it looks like you've just scratched the surface, you're not finished encountering walls yet. Hang in there, there's a relative important chance that the fog will clear for you in some months/years. The hard truth is, software engineering today is made of layers upon layers of abstractions. You have to dig threw those layers, understanding sufficiently the inherent and different complexity of each one before jumping to the next. And then finally it'll make sense, and new layers (there's a new layer every year btw) will be easier to grok. If it helps, we've all had to go threw this learning process. All of us. However I don't think everyone is made for enjoying this process, that's another hard truth. The real difficulty is sticking to the learning process while everything and everyone is screaming at you "Go! Build something! Ship Something! Show something you lazy b".