> i don't understand why you want to force a path This isn't the right metaphor. I'm not trying to force a path; I have a very strong internal sense of a gener

> i don't understand why you want to force a path This isn't the right metaphor. I'm not trying to force a path; I have a very strong internal sense of a general direction I need to go. But there is no path in that direction. So I'm trying to forge one. As for why that direction, I don't know of course. But if I were to speculate it's because I have a strong intuition that that's where my personal growth is.