I think I should probably do that, but it feels so unnatural for me to be suspicious or cynical of so much at face value and assume that people are always tryin

I think I should probably do that, but it feels so unnatural for me to be suspicious or cynical of so much at face value and assume that people are always trying to manipulate my thinking at some level. I may end up being more intelligent by doing this and have better outcomes in everything I do, but I'm not confident that I'd feel happier in the process.