I can pinpoint one part of what it is for me. There is indeed a certain reverence, a certain dignity for those who are dying, bless his soul. However, I alway

I can pinpoint one part of what it is for me. There is indeed a certain reverence, a certain dignity for those who are dying, bless his soul. However, I always have to remind myself that those who approach death's door are not magically wiser than anyone else. People are often concerned with final words, want to see that perspective of "What if I was about to die? What really matters in life?". And it is never new. People say the same things. Now, if this is the kind of thing that will inspire someone to bring more life to their own existence, then I am okay with it. There is just a line there somewhere. The other part was that this was a choice. I understand the rationalization, and I cannot say I would not choose the same in the same situation. It just does not sit well with me. At the moment, I have too much fight in me.