You might consider seeing a psychologist or whatever in this niche to find out who you are. Other option is to study about the topic I would suggest you to wa

You might consider seeing a psychologist or whatever in this niche to find out who you are. Other option is to study about the topic I would suggest you to watch on youtube Robert Sapolsky lectures human behavioral biology as well Jordan Peterson maps of meaning adding to that jim roth spechees these will give a chance to study about yourself